Really want to explore my submissive side

Hi is there anyone on here who can help me? Im a divorced slut eager to explore my submissive side. Since seperating from the ex i have these urges that need fulfilling and im hoping there is some dominant guy just round the corner from me. I live in Barton Hill in Bristol so ideally i would like to meet a guy who lives local to me not that its a problem because i drive 🙂 I really want to explore my sub side, i want to be dominated, spanked and used as your sex toy. Please get in touch if you think you can help me.